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July 29 2010

Quang, Tri, and Randy have huge dicks.

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June 1 2010

Long time no see.

Wow; how long has it been since i updated this thing? i dont go on tumblr that much but anyways. SO jackie huh? its been so long with you. since the first day… to now? thats hella long. ive never really thought i could make it this far, till i was older. yeah.. we had a lot of bumps. maybe too much. but you know were able to surpass them. idk though.. you dont even like to fight since we make up anyways.. i get it and sorta dont get it. but thats not the point shit im just gonna do everything lower case. lol cause im lazy to press shift and then a letter. lol; okay back to what i was talking about. 8 months have passed. and 9 months will just be around the corner. sooner or later it will be 10 then a year…!!! a year?! oh my.. lol; lets see. today we had a widdle date at jack in the box. haha; then started arguing ish on the way back to school and could barely make up cause my mom picked me up on the way back to school. eh.. but were good now. I love you… and i truly… mean that. we both know that we love each other with 100% of our hearts. There’s still so many things we need to do that we havent crossed out the list of things i wanna do with you: ice skating!! swimming (JUST THE BOTH OF US). lets go ice skating on my birthday :] july 23 its really close! :D haha;

April 7 2010

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How To Not Lose Your Girlfriend

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A bunch of little mistakes can lead to you losing the girl of your dreams. Here’s how to avoid that.

Ask yourself, “Why do I still want to flirt with other girls while in this relationship?” If you believe that your girlfriend is Ms. Right, then she should be your number one life priority: you should care for her as you care for yourself. If your girlfriend is indeed Ms. Right, she’ll eventually do the same for you.

Be honest/ Do all that you ever can to never lie to your girl, and if you do, own up to it immediately. If you truly love someone, you cannot hide a lie; you will feel terribly guilty, and when (not if) she finds out, everything you have ever told her is called into question—-even “I love you.”

Communicate,- you have to respect her thoughts,always listen to what she says.

Respect her through listening and show her how much you care for her.

Work out your problems. In real relationships saying sorry is considered an act of war. It is an admission of guilt and a method similar to the former world council’s appeasement policy with Adolf Hitler. It will not solve the problem alone, you need to talk to solve it.

Know everything about her. If she asks you to get her some candy, you should be asking “How much?” and not “What kind?”.

Tips

Do not defer to her judgment if you know better. She will lose respect for you for being weak. Remember: Girls want a MAN, not a child.

Sacrifices are necessary in any relationship, because let’s face it, without sacrifice there would be no fruitful benefits. This goes for any aspect in one’s life (school, work, marriage, etc). It may mean conceding to go to an event you’re really not fond of attending. As long as you balance your time and priorities, and are given a head’s up about the event, there should be no reason for you not being able to attend. Furthermore, don’t give your girlfriend a hard time or complain about it. This doesn’t make the situation any better and only makes her feel bad and question the future with you since there are likely to be occasional events that come up. Besides, if you both did only what you individually wanted, why not just be single?

Respect is very important for both of you. Respect each other. Respect her family no matter what. Like them or not, she loves them and doesn’t want to be left to feel uncomfortable with boyfriend on one side and family on the other. No matter how bad they may be, it’s not her fault, we don’t choose our families. Learn to like them, or even just fake it if you have to.

Don’t just have her for the time being; real relationships are something to be cherished forever. Always remind her how important she is to you and she should do the same.

Understand that the little things mean a lot. To a woman it’s the little things and the little surprises that mean the most. Never forget this simple fact. A simple love note or card or sweet text message, buying her flowers for no reason, cooking her dinner, having a nice bubble bath ready when she gets home from work, surprising her with that hat you saw her obsessing over last week, rent a movie she’s been wanting to see and order take out, spend a night in with her alone rather than going to that party, the list goes on. It’s absolutely vital to do nice things like this for your woman, not only will it keep the romance alive but it shows her how much you really care for her, and that is worth more than anything.

If a fight starts, work it out. Don’t simply say whatever is necessary to get her to be quiet; this method will only start more fights. Don’t be too demanding, but don’t simply let her do anything if it hurts you (financially, emotionally, physically, etc.).

If your girlfriend hangs up on you during a fight, call her back, never leave her hanging, because 9 out of 10 times she’ll be waiting by the phone crying.

Both of you should have equal “power” in the relationship. If she wants a little more than you, you will have to discuss this. You shouldn’t give her all the power just to keep her as your girlfriend.

Understand that woman do get jealous, whether they choose to admit it or not. You should never’ do anything to provoke this. She doesn’t enjoy feeling that way.

Most woman are very insecure with themselves; even the most beautiful woman have many insecurities. If you’re lucky enough to have had her open up completely to you, then it is your job to remind her how lucky you feel to have her. Compliment her, be sure she really knows how perfect you think she is.

Do what she asks, it’ll make her happy. This doesn’t mean to jump off a bridge at her command, it just means to be happy to help her with anything and everything she may need. Be willing and glad to do her a favor, and she will, too.

Always say “I love you,” but only if you mean it completely. The worst thing to do is to say you love her just so she will quiet up. If you love her, tell her. Don’t be shy.

Like (or try to like) her friends. Always be polite and respectful to them. You don’t have to have close relationships with them, just like them.

If she says she wants nothing for her birthday, she’s lying. What she is really saying is “I want you to surprise me. If you know me you know what to get me!”

Wrap your arms around her and kiss her on the forehead, it will make her feel safe.

If you’re truly in love, then you shouldn’t have any urge to be “checking out” other women, whether you’re with her or not. This applies especially if you’re with her, and she will notice. Lose the posters and magazines, as it’s not worth how it makes her feel to see you looking at them.

Everybody needs space. Even if you are going out and want to spend every day with her, she might want some time alone with her friends.

When she’s sick, take care of her and show her how much you love her by just being by her side. Make it as easy as possible for her to rest, and therefore, get healthier faster. She will do the same.

If she is mad at you, apologize to her. If you don’t know what you did wrong, talk it through. That’s the best way to win her back and get through a situation.

If you are with your friends and your girlfriend, and you friends ask, “Do you think [another girl] is hot?”, simply reply, “I’m not interested on whether or not another girl is attractive.” (Or you can make the joke: Are you talkin’ about the one I’m lookin’ at, or the ugly one over there? and you look at her while you say it).

If you really love that special person that you’ve been with for a long time, tell her how much you love her and show it, even if its just a little bit everyday; she will probably say i love you back to you. Always hold her hand, she will like that.

Kiss her on the right times, not if she’s mad at you. Do it when you say that you love her, or when she does, then smile, and gaze in to her eyes, she will probably finally know that you are the one she wants, and that you two might be together forever. Love is the thing she wants and if you give it to her, she will definitely say these things to you.

Warnings

The absolute worst thing to do is to get uncontrollably upset, especially in front of her. Tell her your feelings, then ‘try to be her friend’. This can really seriously help you even more than you think it will.

Don’t ever do anything to physically hurt her. Although you can play fight, only do so if she gives her consent; never hurt her in any way

Never flirt or come anywhere close to flirting with her friends.

January 26 2010

I can do it!

Well, yeah. I wanna prove that im not all h…. So for now idk if i can do it. i have to stop myself xD… but i just wanna be more sweet and make you feel special. Lol; You should plan something, make me feel special. Just want to make sure that you love me. Show it in actions! =] not just in words.

December 20 2009

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I love you too. *****The song I had my very first slow dance with Jackie Okada.

December 17 2009

“substitution”

December 15, 2009. My favorite day with Jackie Jovita Okada. It all started with me asking her to play this song for me Called “Isn’t she lovely” by Stevie Wonder. While the song was playing i started to think. I felt so bad that i could’t go to winterball with her cause she was saying aww how cute this guy asked his girlfriend to winterball. And i was like… err yeah haha. So i wanted to plan this little thing for her. It’s my first time ever planning something really big for someone. The only hint i gave her was one word at most times… “substitution” actually meaning substitution for winterball. Anyways. I told her we were just gonna go to my house and cook food and eat. Lol i made Spam Sushi again =] hehe i know… how lame but it’s the best thing i can do. I cant cook much and I don’t cook much, and i didnt want to go out cause i would think it would mean more if i cooked myself; you know? Yeah soo I got my sister to help me with this plan when i told her about it. haha I asked her to set up the table and go out and buy me roses. I told her to take one rose and rip take out the pedals and put it on the table and light some candles and put it there also. hehe It looked hellla nice!! :D Lol. Anyways we entered the house. And i’m not sure if she wasn’t expecting the table to be prepared. But im certain She wasnt expecting what happened after we ate(: But ill get there later. We walk in my house and i hear mexican music, lmfao. Did i tell you my sister is really mexicanized? haha. lol. So I re-introduced her to my sister. lol kinda funny story actually lol but not gonna mention anything lol. sooo While we were cooking!!! lol we did stuff haha, i dont think you wanna know (; After we ate, (ITS TIME FOR THE BEST PART!!!) I turned off my sisters freaking mexican music. haha and then i already set up my ipod and my speakers before we started eating. and I spent like a whole week thinking of what song to play for our first slow dance. hehe the song i chose was “doin’ just fine” by boysIImen. And when i played the song. i asked Jackie. Do you know why i did all this? “no” well like i told you. it was a “substitution” instead of going to winterball. And soooo i was like you wanna dance? (: and we danced. haha it was very special. not gonna mention any awkward moments there was a little bit. lol wishing i didnt say it haha but oh well it wasnt dat bad. but yeahh haha. after we danced. I asked her if she wanted to open her gift for christmas. and she said sure _____ lol. and she said like.. oh it looks better in person!!! haha i was like yeah!! haha then something fell out when she took out the flannel out of the box. lol she saw… ummm idk a pair of my boxers? HAHA. i had to. lol. on the box of her gift i wrote on the WHOLE side of one. and its a pretty big box and i wanted to write little so i can fit a lot. lol Its hella words lmfao. but yeah i asked her for her combination for her locker so it looked like i was gonna put it in the locker. lol but then i sorta forgot it but i didnt i was just turning it wrong and stuff. haha so it would have been more surprising if i gave it to her teacher and i did. and after that period she ran to me and yeee haha. okay i think im done with this. ill add the song when i can. im on my sisters laptop lol. :D okay yeah ta-da! this was one of my favorite days of my life(:

December 12 2009

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December 6 2009

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November 11 2009

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In love?

I am nobody.

well. tonight is a bad night… i’m crying my eyes out atm. Lets see whats wrong.. =\ right now, i feel like nothing. I dont mean anything to ANYONE. I used to be emotionaly strong. And now i’m just a big wreck. I am worth nothing to anyone. I’m always affected to everything anyone will say to me… especially if it comes from my mom or my girlfriend. and lately… sadly its been you two that have been making me feel like this. Nothing to do but forget about it and be strong and take every criticism you guys throw at me. I changed… and i hate it, but i try and get stronger and stronger with everything that affects me. Eh I Am Nothing, I Feel Like Nothing, I Am Not Worth Taking The Effort To See Me No Matter How Big Or Small It Requires. I Wanna Run Away.

October 29 2009

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Okay, Lets update this tumblr thingy. How is everything? hmmm Everything is goooooooood(; The past 2 weeks have been the best with Jackie. I realize how much i love her. which is… a lot! lol. I’m always spazzing out whenever i’m with her. Cause each time i realize how happy i really am with her. I love seeing her everyday. I love talking to her on the phone at nights. I love waaay too many things about her. hehe.. This post will all be positive stuff. lol This song makes me feel all lovey dovey with her. haha, its a nice song. anyways HELLA stuff happen the past 2 weeks. lol (private stuff) daam thanks tom and maricres (; haha, those are still unopen btw. I’m hella happy with her, and i tell her that a lot. lol maybe a bit too much? haha, i think so. so im trying to chill a bit with the happiness. lol But anyways i’m way too impatient to have those weekends where we will have our own dates together. lets see. we’ll go to malibu grand prix! haha moooovies, ice skating! (Her idea) lol aww haha i wanna have like a nice dinner with her. haha. My house! *wink wink* i’ll cook for you babe. haha im good! sorta lol and when i go to your house. YOU BAKE FOR ME. lol in your little apon AND ONLY APON lmao. how sexy haha. oops i told myself i would only talk about the nice stuff, not the horniess sex stuff xD lol. fail haha! let’s see i’m pretty sure we both noticed how much we changed lol. i can hella see my big change. and im still like OH SHIIIIT. so funny how so fast it when how i changed. I’m more ______ and i get ______ daam! lol crazyy. But it’s all good. lol hehe yeeah oooo its almost 6 i gots to gets off. for sure im gonna add lots more to this(: so stay tuned if your interested in reading this stuff. haha <3 brb! for a while. lol

October 11 2009

Update!

Okay, lets see… Jackie Okada and I have been going out since Sept. 22, 2009. shiiiit we both agree that one month is going by HELLA slow. lol. But yeah.. tbh i’m starting to like this relationship much better than my previous ones. err. It’s not just cause we do stuff… its her. i’m a sucker for sweet talking to me ish.. lol. When we talk on the phone… and we’re both sleepy, I ask her if she wants to sleep, and she says “noo, i still want to talk to you” why? “cause you’re really fun and easy to talk to” aw… lol. Her laugh… lmao is indescribable. Just listen to it and you’ll be like wtf is that at first. lmfao. She tells me she misses me a lot. and I like that. She says I love you to me, sometimes i think she says it more than i do. and i like that. Sometimes I don’t like waiting for the right time to say I love you. that’s where the song reflects on me. “more than words” by idk… And she feels the same way too, cause words can’t always tell someone how you feel about them. It’s about the actions. Hearing her saying that she loves me, makes me all tingly and smacks a big fat smile on my face. lol and i’m like OMFG I LOVE YOU TOO. haha. We think we’re going too fast sometimes. But we both know it would last if we know we like each other A LOT. you understand that? Her birthday is coming up. I’m gonna get her this thingy(: lol ill take a pic of it or something and post it when i get it. Hopefully it will still be there when i go get it. I have no money at all right now. so i’m hella begging my mom. I had to even borrow 20 from Quang… all baad. But jackie is worth every penny. soo yeah. it’s almost 1 month though.. can you believe it? haha so slooow… I miss her all the time and I LOVE seeing her everyday. I don’t know if I can do another distant relationship again anytime soon. She likes to kissy kissy a lot. but i tell her i’m not really comfortable doing this out in public. She understands. But when we’re in private oh shiit WERE FREAKS. lolol. but yeah i’m not going any farther than that. lol cause that’s all you need to know(: i’ll add on to this some other time. gotta get back to studying. eh kk! bye! love you babes (;

September 24 2009

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yo J!

…. Why can’t you just understand? =\

September 23 2009

hmmm

Stevenz relos + ___________ = <3 could it be?